I knew it wouldn’t work
But I still wanted to hold-on
Hold-on o to something that was visibly impossible
We were on opposite sides of the earth
We were from different worlds
My family, I knew would never accept one from a different place
But I still kept the flame burning
I knew I did not have a future with him; we had separate paths to tread
But I wanted to enjoy the few moments of love, deep, pure and sincere love.
Love that would last, but for a while
That which had an end!
Why would I want to be so cruel to myself and hurt the one I loved so deeply?
Why would I want to sacrifice months of pain for a few weeks of joy and happiness?
“Am I doing the right?”
*tears flowing down my cheeks*